i sit here at a restaurant.
the restaurant we went to,
on our first date.
my heart hurts,
but it is also so so happy.
the joy i felt,
seeing you across that table,
after dancing in the snow with you.
i knew i was going to fall in love.
and i did, hard.
but now i’m sitting here,
at that same restaurant.
and i don’t have you by my side.