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In The Eyes Of Monetta Westbrook
Lord I know that I see you there in the eyes of me what do you see what do you hear when you hear me talk well my soul is rough can you comfort me when my mind and soul don't mix can you put it all to rest . in the eyes of Monetta she see the world in a different light she wants to spread love and joy and happiness she wants to spread peace in this cold cold world sometimes she feels like she's all alone fighting to keep peace within herself her heart and soul belongs to God while her mind wants her to find another way to bring peace and love and joy to help stop the humanity cruelty how can a woman know that she is love if the man that she loves the most hurts her. why, why do a man think he can put his hands on his woman she's not a doormat, she's not trouble, she's your teammate your partner-in-crime, she's your ride or die , she's your love, she's everything that was deer to you how can you say you love her when you can't will stop hurting her heart and her soul when the pain is real. you don't know how much she tries to hold back, she can't help but cry because the man that she thought you were showed his true colors the pain in her heart is from the everything that she thought you were and so now she see you in a different light. How love feels different because she don't know how to love agsin.but when you walked away you made it easy for her to heal, she loved you for 6 years; she loved you for a lifetime. she was real , she turned cold and numb but no matter what she have been through she's never alone. In the eyes of one another you are the best but in the eyesbof Monetta you're the man that broke her heart ,you the man that broke her soul, you the man that destroyed her dreams you're the man ,that she see nothing but hatred ,for you the man that crossed the line ,you the man that changed her look on love ,you the man that destroyed everything inside of her ,you the man that lost her so now she has every bit of pain because she thought you was the one she did everything she could to make you happy but everything she could wasn't good enough for you. You left her while she worked and went to school trying to better her life for the family trying to open up a business to leave for the children but you was selfish lying and evil to go out and find another while she was worried about taking care of the family so now she's saying goodbye cuz she found another that will love her for lifetime. that loves her to death that loves her when she doesn't love herself .when she lost and cold in the middle of the night he comforts her he brings joy and heals her he heals everything that you have broken from the inside out inside out she heals day by day should be gets your pain night by night she brings Joy to The Man she loves that love her back and every day she loves him more and every day you slipped from her mind you missed out on one true love and woman that loves unconditionally you don't know what she sees or feels when she look at you but now we are signed papers and saying goodbye to what used to be what could have been what should have been is all over now goodbye in the eyes of monetta she is stronger than what you told her she was what you told her she was what she you made her feel that she was she's conquering everything that she put back on the back burner for you and now she's stepping into her destiny what she should have been doing a long time ago. loving herself and putting herself first .you love her but you missed out, you didn't appreciate her so she walked out so tonight as I sit here alone and I think about the moment I almost gave up . God was the one to see me through , to feel me through, to hold me through, to help me let you go. though it was hard to live without you .But now I'm letting you go for a lifetime and forever more goodbye my love ,goodbye my lover, you're the man that broke her heart. you're the man broke her soul you the man who destroyed her dreams, your the man that she hates. you are the man that crossed the line, you the man that changed her look on Love, you the man that changed everything inside of her. you the man that lost her .she held a lot of pain because she thought you was the one. she did everything she could to make you happy . But with everything she could wasn't good enough for you . you left her while she work and went to school trying to better her life for the family . Trying to open up a business to leave to the kids but you selfish lying and evil to go out and found another while she was worried about taking care of the family so now she saying goodbye. because she found another that will love her for a lifetime that adores her .that loves her when she don't love herself so when she lost and cold in the middle of the night he comfort her .he brings joy to her life and loves her and treats her so well he protects her heart. He loves her dearly and tenderly. In the eyes of Monetta this is goodbye goodbye to what I used to want goodbye to the one I used to have goodbye to the old love say hello to the new Love goodbye my friend goodbye my love goodbye my old heart that used to hold the love for you is now gone so now it's time to say goodbye .
In the eyes of MonettaI'm happy now I'm free from all the hurt and pain I am free from all the years of not being enough for you to hold love, and cherish.this is goodbye this is farewell in the eyes of Monetta I'm saying goodbye ,goodbye ,goodbye ,goodbye ..... good bye.
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