My black here made from wig
my green eyes that are fake
my soft skin that keeps coming off
my long nails that are poisoned
my clothes that you gave me
my feelings for my parents
my feelings for you
you took care of me since I was little
you loved me like your own child
you did everything you could to cure me
if you did all that for me
why kill me?
why love me?
why take care of me?
you came to the hospital
you grabbed the pillow and put it on my face
you choked me with that pillow
I tried to struggle
I tried and tried
no one came
no one helped
someone save me please is all I thought
I started to cry
you saw my tears but didn't let go
I struggled and struggled
I gave up and closed my eyes
the last thing I saw was a smile on your face
the last thing I heard was "I freed you from your pain"
who gave you the right to free me
who gave you the right to decide my future
all I wanted to do was fight for my life
fight for my future
you took that away
your such a monster
you did something unforgivable
but at last I couldn't do a thing...

© Sammy Ayala