If the world was ending, I'd hold him
If it was my last wish, I'd see him
If god forbid, something happens to my lover
I'll spend my whole life in silent sorrow
I know my heart only belongs to him,
And loyal to his memories I'll stay
But why is it, when he's infront of me
Not a single tear utters sorry
We ignite the sparks
That make our words turn into ashes
I bring you pain, when you try to touch me
But when you leave, I'm left hollow
Broken , ignoring reality
Is it wrong to say, that in my head
I still follow every promise that we made to each other
I still hold you, in my dreams
In my imagination, you still kiss me to sleep
If I had a choice, regardless of the question
I'd choose you
But everything's got me thinking like
Our relationship, however deep I felt, maybe it wasn't true
You weren't honest
I don't know why, you said those things to me
Was it revenge?
Are you happy now, my love?
If this was a fairytale, i would forgive you
But you left me , and stole someone else's heart
You broke my trust, my heart, my body , my hope
You broke my will to be even on this world anymore
If you were a better man, god would have never made me leave you
If you loved me like I do, this poem wouldn't exist
The dark looming clouds in my heart would vanish
I would be yours, if only
the world was ending...

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