I don't know why I do this,
Maybe to distract myself from everything,
Maybe to become a more attractive person,
I'm displaying signs people miss,
"You'll never be good enough"
"Look at you, fucking disgusting"
Slowly, loosing what makes me human,
Skipping breakfast won't help, but do it anyway,
Loosing strength, loosing hope,
I bare the hunger for as long as I can,
I bare the self-disgust everyday,
Please don't worry, I'll get through it,
I promise I ate today,
I still don't know why I do this,
Maybe to hurt myself,
Maybe to punish myself,

Don't be mad, please.