Right... now...

My mind is blank, I can't think straight
But I want to speak, to learn, and to create.
Informations all over the place
Mind's restriction, ideas to waste
Eyes shutting, mind blank...
Empty mind... in void I sunk

S-S-S-Sh-

I want to speak but words can't come out
even my hands can't tell what it's about
even my eyes want to ignore it
and my two eyebrows meet
and my mind is full of words
too much, it overloads

It's 9:52, where have I been to?
Why am I staying up for no reason?
I don't know too...

nonsense...

I want to write, But my mind is empty
But it's not, maybe... because there's too much..

nonsense...

totally not empty, at all
just random words, is all
I want to sleep, but can't
I overthink.. emptiness..
I mean.. fullness.. is it?

Grammar is wrong, Time is long
Nonsense words, shut up-

I want to sleep now
Goodnight
Tomorrow, another day
another... nonsense... play..
© opaya