sometimes I feel lost in a maze of emotions were everything feels like a dead-end and where I fixing to feel so lonely anSd so lost where i am starting to lose control over my reactions i am starting lto asking and begg god asking him to please take this feeling i have inside where i am trying to hide every tear every fight but God is the only one that i turn to when im starting to feel sick and lost with that inside in trying to fix every feeling but i get more worried and sick when i try every move that i make to get where i supposed to be and for trials and tribulations that god has promised that He would never forsake us and that he always just have a loving heart that will always have a forgiving heart and when we feel alone he is just right by my side watching and protecting every move that i make So whenever you feel like you're losing the battle that you have to fight just remember, with God everything a possible through christ jesus
The lord he is the way the truth and the life and light of the world , through him you'll never be defeated he will guide you through every path and protect you as long as you believe in jesus christ the lord victory shall come upon and you shall be free and forgiven

I’m sorry my fear of rejection has made me seem heartless from time to times. If you haven’t heard from me just know ill be fine i just need alittle time to myself to get myself together. It’s because I’m worried that what if i say something that i dont mean to say it’s not because I want nothing to do with you its that im just afraid of what may or may not happen. It’s because I’m worried you’ll come up with an excuse to avoid me. Because of my actions I’m sorry if you’ve ever felt like you weren’t important to me, like I couldn’t care less about whether our friendship survived or faded away because, in reality, I care too much. Sometimes, I have a hard time answering texts because I care about saying the right thing. Sometimes, I have a hard time gathering the courage to jump into a conversation because I care about how youd feel if i said something wrong and i am sorry that i am a burden to you