Everything I have done,

Sacrificed and given for you

All the torments, agony and pain.

Am burning it all today

Am walking in my mind as I hold this pen in my hand

And packing all your memories and throwing them into the wasteland.

My shell is broke into a million pieces from having protecting you to the very end.

The bullets, the words, the sorrows and inner tears,

I was ready to bear.

I lost friends on the way,

And the little time I had,

I gambled away,

I didn't win or draw,

I alterly lost,

Because of your surgical love.

You wanna know what kill me more,

It is those last words,

Which struck me to the core,

I can remember them all

You said;

'I treat you like crap and keep saying hurtful things.

I make you cry to sleep.

You also said we were jinxed

And promised to hurt me till I can't feel

You hate you for some reason

And it sucks because I live you bleeding'.

No worries, get on with it,

Cos you have finally broken the shell,

And damage my brain cells,

And am gonna tell you why,

Because it ends all now.

#meraishq