There were days
When I thought "I am the one who knows you well"
I used to struggle to understand your inner child

I carried on a hospital on my shoulder
I acted like a doctor
Trying to cure your mood swing

Until one day
You locked your door from inside
And I chose to stop knocking the door
If I know nothing
How could I heal something?

I stopped probing
When I've just realized that
Your inner child hurts mine
And
I used to try too hard to be the one you can count on
But
forgot to be the one my inner child can talk to

Blitar, 8th of July 2020 00.08