I love him
I love him so fucking much
and I don't know what to do
there is everything pointing towards
a solution
yet nothing
that is consolidating a reason
the reason
the cause
of everything I've been meaning
to pause
stop time
or justify with a simple law
of "because"
my mind is drifting to places elsewhere
yet I'm still stood at a standstill
everybody moving past me
on a conveyorbelt
designated to those
who can only turn a blind eye
unaware of the dangers
limitations
a matter of fight or flight