. . .And I Was Nothingness

With the stillness of the void, I failed to exist.
My silhouette begs to rip away flesh from his mist.
Darkness, my shelter, of a singular state.
It whispered my secrets, my truth, and my fate.

In these depths, as righteous as my sin,
A silence was synced with a symphony within.
This darkness, was a canvas. My soul, the art.
Reflecting duality of my mind and heart.

Synchronized, I was pure, and I’d silently sing.
I've longed for this peace I knew it would bring.
Here, in the dark, I've vanished but I'm whole.
In the infinite horizon, the destination of my soul.

My silence, I'll keep, so these secrets can dwell.
Till the day I escape from the gates of my hell.
This Silence is my ally, we live hand in hand.
Protecting the parts that no one understands.

Because within conscience, I find the true Me.
As infinitely clean as energy, I will be.
This darkness keeps my heart from the cold,
As my dreams hold the proof, I'll eternally grow.

In sync with my conscious, the void sang a tune,
And I began to chase the dark side of the moon.
There in my chase, I no longer had to feel,
The moon offered this truth, “Reality is not real”.

Suddenly, I feel the earth breathe in my euphoric state.
We witness each other like we share the same fate.
Our Emotions fly freely. This feeling, enigmatic.
We embrace the obscure, We are lost in the static.

In this quantum perception, my dark and light blend.
Showing shades of each other as one, with no end.
Not dull and not bright, not filthy nor clean.
There's black, and the white. I exist, but in between.

My silence can scream. Ripped fabric, grows seams.
As sleepless as I am, in this void I have dreams.
I whisper to earth. She whispered to me.
Ive escaped all that is, To embrace what will be.

Unbothered, Ill perceived, there's a lie most believe.
Let go of your perception, let divinty speak.
Feel the earth breathe. Euphoria, enigmatic.
I’ve exposed the obscure and found home in the static.

© Derek 'Abraxas Rebxrn'