I thought I had everything under control

But I was quick to realize I have no control at all.

Not over me,
Not over them.

My life isn’t my life,
I belong to something or someone….
Or so it seems.

I do know that I can’t take my own life….
If anything,
the only person I’d miss
would be my wife…
So why would I hesitate and resist
If I have no reason left to live?
If.
If I were to.
You know,
To put on a show.
Then make a big scene,
To...