I realized something...
I was trapped in a body. Temporary escape were the hospital doors. Earth alone could be permanent. The casket was my body. My soul became the corpse. Prayers kept me alive, something I wish could deny. Plugs were to help and the drugs could subside pain. They thought I would come back, yet the agony was more than killing. I was screaming to let go but the voice was stuck in my throat. Years of lifelessly laying it was time for me to depart. Selfish of me to leave, but I know they will be alright. I know they will...
~kayjed thoughts