Lost in the world of depression
I try to find myself
I look for someone to shed a little light
But who's there?

I get strangled by the ropes of insecurities
Dying gradually as it chokes me
Slowly my breath seizes
And am sent to the realm of fear

I barely know who I am
No matter how hard I try to
I always tend to fail
I'm used to it anyway

The world i am in now
Is different from the one I dreamt of
Its different from the one I had in mind

I find it hard to laugh or smile
Life's a mystery
Its like a book written in different languages
Its like an unsolved puzzle

I get to love the taste of my own blood
Sucking it as the tears pour out under the shower
Don't pity me
Its my felony

#depression

© reenie