Have you missed me expressing my fears, the feeling that I talk too much, not smart enough, not eloquent enough? Have you missed me talking about my inability to love, to care? No matter how hard I try?

Have you missed me writing about how I regret pushing people away but also feel threatened when they get a little too close?

Have you missed me confiding in you about feeling lonely, lost and confused in this crazy world, where family feels like strangers and strangers feels...