To the love of my life
Here and now
I have always dreamt that we will be together
But like a train that collided into its pit stop my heart plummeted
My brain shuts down leaving me lifeless
My spirit and my soul doesn't exists in this lifetime anymore
Being so cyanotic
Dehydrated from your love
Rendered me speechless
Never loving another I watched you slide through my hand like the sands on the seashore
If loving another means feeling this destitute
I don't ever wanted be loved again or to love anyone else ever again
Watching the reins of my life fallen before me
Can't do a thing about it
feeling hopeless , emotionally drained and pitiful
I see myself being alone ,driven crazy to the limit and yet here I am feeling like death came in and snatched my soul away from me
The grim reaper himself came in to have a one and one conversation with me
How do I cope with this?
How do I live amongst the living...