Sometimes sorry can't mend the heartbreak, that's the kind of mistake I regret terribly of an unfortunate knocking on your door. I thought you would be ok, when I ask for stay in your place, but I'm ashamed to receive an unwelcome move from you, I don't need your apologies when your action are too poor, this is my last and final, don't you worry I will not walk up to your place again, you had say so much in text but you were muted when I was near, you made me feel so heavy regret even I could feel the fault on me. I would never mind the lengthy message you threw at me after I asked why? This is what I can expect from a person like you. Don't explain to me thoroughly When you don't even know me yet.
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Accept the mistake you made, don't beat around the bush. I accepted the fault of not Being casual and open minded, but Have you ever thought about what made me to feel awkward and uncomfortable?
You put me into such a clumsy situation and you wonder why.
Alas, You make me feel so fucking uncomfortable there is nothing I can do other than sit in the silent room and be silence and adapting to...