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Fear of Happiness
Isn't it funny?
Having fear of being happy?
Isn't that all we desire?
To smile and feel jolly.

I'm grateful for being able to smile,
yet why everytime I do it, it only ends with tears?
It is what I wanted
but it has given me fear.

A moment of joy,
Equivalent to moments of pain.
As I smile,
I wonder what will come next , on what will l attain.

I fear being happy,
As it torments me inside after.
I fear being happy,
For it is not as it was before.