If only once again you both, I could see.
My mother Jill, My sister karen,
The two women in my life. It's how this is to be.
As i would give my life, or even so much more, just to once again have a chance,and the both of you
If only once again i can see.
So Here again, i sit alone today,
as I've been, running through my head.
Thoughts of how I should feel, what 2 do,
how 2 be, even words i should have said.
Now you both r gone, Ive spiralled down,
losing all control, losing my way.
Reality is, there's no excuse for me,
No reason I can think of, not a word i can say.
But then when i think you, I find myself,
taken...