Honestly it's hard to let go.
Something we should keep.
Something that we know.
I can't pretend.
My tears are overflowing.
This pain of growing.
I hope that it's not happening.

The Same body, the same personality.
But the occurrence of growing.
It has different responsibilities.
Different habits, different temperaments.
I wish being a child will always be permanent.

Every year passes.
Everything seems to not last.
The joy of yesterday.
Are instant flown away.
It's all changing.
Something seems missing.
In the ladder of growing.
I wish I didn't know this thing.

I don't want to grow.
I don't want to let go.
I want this to stay.
I want this thing.
To not go away.
I hate the feeling of pain.
I hate that cause it happened in growing.

I want to do it again.
The thing i did since in the beginning.
I want to feel it again.
The feeling when i was not in this stage.
The feeling of not in a cage.
The time when I'm not thinking.
The time when i'm just wondering.

The pains of growing up.
This thing i want to miss-up.
I want this thing to stop.
Cause going adult is such a hell.
Ang always fails.
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