I feel like I am being held captive
I feel like in this body a soul is trapped longing to live
I have been trying to outrun and be free
But every time I turn around there is a shadow i see
It has been years
And I am still running and on my shoulders carrying my fears
Fear that I won't be accepted
Fear that I will be neglected
Is this the time for me to accept my fate
Coz I feel like any hope to be free is a bait
Kept for me to be grabbed
And if I do I am trapped
Time has come that I now don't even know what to do
How to outrun my captive. I don't even have the slightest clue
Stop running and settle for being captive my whole life
Or continue running till I die
That's what I think my options are
And to be honest I no longer have the power
To force another step
There is a war going in my head
Am I a coward for not trying and pretending to be dead
Or i am the one who has accepted his fate