I crave what I've been robbed of,
I am jealous of what I do not have,
I am taken with great nonchalance by family and loved ones,
I just want to be appreciated and be a person's first choice,
I am guilt tripped to pay back for good done to me,
I seek his face day in and day out,
To show me mercy and bring someone who would pick me first,
I do not want to be a second option anymore,...