I know you have the best intention
To save me from this depression
You're just tryna find the right words to say
You don't want me to be that way
You don't want me to break today
I promise I've already learnt my lesson
But right now I wanna be not okay
Don't want to hear what you wanna say
Am so tired sitting here waiting
Make me feel like am not salient
Don't wanna hear another just be patient
It's always gonna stay the same
So let me just give up
If it isn't good I don't wanna know
Letting all the hurt show
let me just let go
Let me just die slow
Let me just stop trying
Don't care if the voices are lying
let me just stop fighting
The fire keeps igniting
Don't care if you think what I say isn't good
You have never understood
I don't want your good advice
I don't wanna break the ice
I don't wanna roll the dice
Don't wanna live precise
Don't care if I pay the price
Just let my ashes rise
I gave a thousand tries
But my heart still cries
But my soul still dies
And your mouth still lies
Don't wanna hear your reasons why am alright
Don't tell me to live upright
I slowly Lost my sight
I couldn't see the light
And you couldn't see me die at night
You don't know what it's like
I Overthink, i fike
Heart pierced with a spike
Can't stop these feet from sinking
Can't stop these walls from shrinking
Can't stop this mind from thinking
Don't tell me what you see
Your words can't set me free
Locked away, can't find the key
Becoming someone who isn't me
So over all this pep talk
So over this keep your head up
When my body wants to drop
When my heart wants to stop
Having hope is just strange
Cause its never gon change
So don't look at me like that
Like you understand
Don't try to take my hand
Am drowning
Don't try to pull
My head is full
So don't give me reasons to stay
Cause I'll never find a way
That's what the voices say
Say I break each day


@sophiedavies