In the night sky clouds are walking over me
I talk to you in my dreams only
Gray walls and the whitest ceiling
Little roses and a cup of tea
You are in my door
The usual smile on your face
Youre taking my hand
Bringing me closer to the window
To see it's snowing outside
When i open my eyes for the first time
In the morning i understand
There is no snow,you've already gone


You're waiting for me to say something
I'm mesmerised by the silence in the room
You havent seen me now
Since the winter that we talked
About the changes in the country
And the old roses you have bought to me
And the dinner you had eaten that evening
We talked,listened to silence,caught some fish
Watched a terrible movie and laughed at the cat
I said you are the funniest guy i have ever seen
You didnt reply,laughed and asked me
Have you heard of the painter who paints only cats
We talked and watched the whitest ceiling
We got so annoyed while tryna fix the amount of salt in the dinner
I made you laugh a lot but you made me cry even more
So one day i went to door and you had gone,i woke up and you had gone,i smell the roses and you had gone,i waited at the bus station and you had gone.

i fallen asleep then you appeared.i never want to wake up.




© Rabia