sitting all alone,
laughing like an insanity,
words that touch me,
are a result of what I lacked,
his words are sharper than a blade,
he bare his heart out to me.

only tears understood my plight,
he is gone,
abandoned and left all alone,
with an innocent soul,
pleading me to spare her life,
cruel as my heart was I strangle the life out of the poor creature.

now held responsible,
I tried not to show my feelings,
tried to move ahead,
but I bet am now the only one,
with a past of no returned.

guilty as a dog,
who ate his owners food,
I stood to my hills,
far away from my heart,
running aimlessly without breath.

caught by a more powerful hand,
sweeping me off my feet,
vows were made, to keep our hearts forever
obviously never expected to laugh, like an insanity again.
but I guess life is a mystery.

beautiful and sad
it sure turns table around
it only proves life is really a mystery
don't try to outsmart it because it will always outsmart you the more.
the mystery of luv is a combination of pains & laughter.

life is a mystery
I intend to fight with my heart
so life doesn't play me for a fool
because in every game
a winner must be heard
and I just know I can't compete with life because of the powerful mystery it carries which is love.