MY DIARY

when it's cold I hug myself;
that's the only time I feel loved,
I often wear a smile on my face,
because a man can't cry out loud,

I guess loneliness is company enough;
only when am alone that i feel truly loved,
every table has Judas and a peter,
one to betray another to deny you,

no matter how hard am trying,
if i ain't winning they call me "lazy"
their prayers are that i never make it,
so when...