i kept starring at the clouds, yearning for your presence
i always imagined you whenever i heard the name of love.
my heart always beats up whenever i heard your name
you were the lyrics of every song i listened to
whenever my phone rang i always hoped its your message
i always wondered why people stare at paintings for hours, then i saw your face
you were the first and last thought of my day
but... you know the meaning of "were" right?
some people move on...
but its just me who never decided to..
you were also the reason of my tears,
but also the reason of my happiness and smile
my biggest fear was losing you,
and my last wish was to be with you for lifetime
but now... it never happened
now my last wish is just to die
and hope we will ever meet in the afterlife...
till then.. take care

© Sana