DEPRESSION

Don't punish me to rebel inside,
Stop tightening the grip behind.
Go away, be vanished in daylight!
You are just an enemy at night."
Your presence is a terminator of my happiness!
You hit like an archer into my sadness."
You've veiled my smiles and stole my laughters!
Supresses my expressions to become louder."
Spoiling my mood, captivating my soul."
Never been a friend and use me to hoard.
An instinct that withold,
The sorrow that you owned.
Disrupting my mental health,
Corrupting my innocent faith."
Diminished my strenght,
Beholding my ability to bend!
You limit my words to put into action,
Adding my fear to pursue darkness as my restoration!
You have consumed me with unbearable grief,
Abducted me as no one could make it believe."
Watching me when my tears fall down,
Like a shadow of death at the dawn."
I am a fighter of pain and torture within,
But you've clouded me with your evillious scheme."
You coat me in the dark, it burns me instead!
As the gloom creeping me, dellusion becomes my bed."
While hating you, wanting you to disappear..
You keep my trigger so strong enough for me to bear!
May you disperse in the sky,
And heaven curse you up high!

© zhianjieliva