I'm feeling it now,
The acceptance.

It hurts, but it will be okay.

I have ruined relationships before-
This is really nothing new.

I wish time could be reversed,
I wish I could prevent my stupidity.

I guess one just learns.
Learn from mistakes and make the next one better.
Not that I want any other than you,
But you will never forgive me.

There are two sides to everything,
Your side is more prominent.

I just-
I wish I could take it back,
Hold you,
Kiss you,
Love you,
Laugh with you,
Like we used to. Everyday.

But deep down I know this is no more,
Even though we bounced back other times,
This is it.
There will be no bouncing back from this.

I'm sorry