Spirituality And Me❤️

I'm curious to know about Cosmos
Universe I see at dawn, midnight
On starry nights, dusk is distinct...

The radium lights in the form of an image
Float around me, taps on my shoulder
This happens as and when I get deeply involved in prayers

Something is strange in spirits or souls
I can't see them with open eyes
But something happens in prayers
I go into a deep sleep and see the unknowns

A Goddess in Green with Her third eye open
She walks with a skull in Her hand
Sometimes She floats above the ground
Seeing Her my body trembles
Hands go in yogic postures.
I fall on the floor and find it difficult to raise myself...

Sometimes I find myself in the temple of the Goddess
She is in Yogini form, some hill is where she lives
Wearing a white saree, she looks divine
Suddenly Her face changes color She is infinitely blue
I can see Her eyes spark, She stands there
The skulls speak, weird languages
I dont know what, something happens to me
I feel drained out, heavy in my head...

I don't know why, so many black images I see
I get scared to close my eyes, night is live with magic
I still feel something is wrong in me
I hear the sound of the chorus when I pray
The rhythm of the drums, echo when I sing hymns
I turn around but there's no one playing music

I live the events before they happen
I then all in my visions
Every day it's a challenge
I want to run away from this world
Unexplained is my journey
The days cycles of moon affect me
I'm thirsty for cosmic aura I feel weak

I know someone is with me always
Protecting me, saving my character
When my mind is not in my control
I do cry alone, want to just vanish...
On those days I see the frequency
Of the visits of Divine Maa high...