It’s Not That Easy
It's not that easy
for me to not
think about our
relationship since
College back in 2019,
it will always be
tattooed deeply within me
no matter what you or
your best friends tell me,
to forget about you
just enjoy my life.
It's not that easy
look, you don't know who I am
you and both Emma and Mina
even Arisa or the Christian male headmaster,
they never knew that I was growing up
they didn't know I used to be
selfish and entitled,
due to being born abnormal,
should tell you when we were together
who I truly was,
I keep on stalling
avoid to tell you
the truth of what
I was experiencing and,
who I was growing up.
Before I met you,
you didn't know
another side of me,
that I keep
hidden from you.
Exactly just like you,
grew up not realizing
never knew I had any
type of disability at all.
As you didn't know
I had been around
neurotypical people often
importantly older people in my life,
that influenced how I behaved growing up
There is an honest and vulnerable place,
where I had things in common with you.
For example, since I...
for me to not
think about our
relationship since
College back in 2019,
it will always be
tattooed deeply within me
no matter what you or
your best friends tell me,
to forget about you
just enjoy my life.
It's not that easy
look, you don't know who I am
you and both Emma and Mina
even Arisa or the Christian male headmaster,
they never knew that I was growing up
they didn't know I used to be
selfish and entitled,
due to being born abnormal,
should tell you when we were together
who I truly was,
I keep on stalling
avoid to tell you
the truth of what
I was experiencing and,
who I was growing up.
Before I met you,
you didn't know
another side of me,
that I keep
hidden from you.
Exactly just like you,
grew up not realizing
never knew I had any
type of disability at all.
As you didn't know
I had been around
neurotypical people often
importantly older people in my life,
that influenced how I behaved growing up
There is an honest and vulnerable place,
where I had things in common with you.
For example, since I...