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unconditional
i'm not perfect
i can't move
i am rotting
i am stuck
i am pathetic
i am weak
i need to apologize
i need to be forgiven
i'm sorry im like this,
here,
right now
i will go and apologize.
i'll plead for my flaws to be ignored
because i'm too fatigued to hide them
here,
here—

you aren't perfect either.
you aren't hiding your flaws,
i hold the same loathsome i do for you
as i do for myself

should i apologize for being unjust?
for my defects
you aren't asking for forgiveness
you aren't acting like this is wrong
you aren't acting like you're wrong
even though you are.
we all are.
is this supposed to be unconditional?


© vivi