Many moments and nights
have convinced me
that I'd better be
left alone...

To be on the same side
here comes the seed
of hope and bright future ahead
there comes along my own doubt
so little but feeding the lying narratives
spreading like a wildfire
to the garden of my heart
quenching the transient flame
that should be kept
on fire
but I let the other side take place
and devour every lasting blaze
What's left was only fume
I'm not safe to be around them
I should've known
But I turnt being a turncoat
Every...