I am strange,
and I am alone,
I have lost it all,
an emotionless clone.
Nobody wants to hear a sad song,
Or how I'm on top of a build like king kong,
I speak to a friend who tells me to be strong,
but I don't know how much longer I belong,
in this world with these bad thoughts,
I don't want to bring people down with me,
my stomach stays in knots.

It would be hard, I'm sure,
I feel my depression I cannot cure.
I can't speak to anybody because I'm alone,
I'm lost in my head and I can't escape,
I have gained weight,
and I'm out of shape.
I can't cry no matter how hard I try,
I shouldn't say it but,
I want to die.
© TheDublinPoet