I've been going through this rollercoaster of emotions
The pain I feel in the deepest part of my soul is eating me up
I want to be happy
but is happiness for me?

I envy people who are happy
but deep down are they?
Most times I feel like a waste
because deep down I feel I can't get anything done
I'm such a waste, what are my aspirations?

I know people don't love me because they just don't
I...