I never saw it coming but one thing I knew for sure was that I was strong enough to get through it.
So indifferent of you to just assume that I'll be okay.Just because everyone goes through heartbreak,just because you went through it doesn't give you the right to make it far more bearable for me.
You were so special to me, someone I genuinely Loved and cared for, someone I would do anything for.You called it genuine love but I think I was just one of your experiments,a fling,why, because when I was finally confident that I felt you like you felt me it was too late.
They say love conquers all but again love isn't enough.Ypu have the right to fall in love and be attached but when it comes to me,it's a mistake, it's a piss off.When I tell you how I feel I make you uncomfortable,you become distant because all I talk about is my feelings for you.
Last I checked,am a human being with emotions and feelings and free to express them.
It's suffocating how you shut me off everytime.I do one mistake,you push me away saying that am hurting you,but have you ever considered my feelings,the pain I am going through when you make it all about yourself.
I warned you before that am a handful,that I am too much,that most times I'll speak my mind, I'll say things I didn't mean to, things that might hurt you.I have never had to live for somebody else but I tried because you were worth it anyway and trying doesn't mean that I'll get it right everytime,I would fail sometimes and I hoped you would understand and give me the benefit of the doubt.
Sometimes I think whatever you felt for me was just an attachment and not love.Today you are telling me you don't love me anymore,you don't want to get intimate with me again.At first I thought it was because of my inconsistency or...