I have to do it,
right now.
If I don't,
I won't have the future.
But......
I can't !
I can't concentrate
I am wasting the time
just by sitting idle
looking at it
What should I do?
okay let me meditate
and calm myself
No, I can't!
it may further boom my thoughts .
Or let's watch something as a break
No , it will take forever.
Waste of time.
Then let's just do it,
No, I can't.
There isn't much time left.
Anything that's happening
has no meaning.
I know it's going to be worst
but don't wanna it to happen.
So let me just close my eyes, sleep
and never open them.
So I can never let it happen


© Sakhi