That one single abyss question. We all want to hear the answer to, so desperately.

Like a lonely man in the desert begging for a single drop of water.

Why?

So cliche isn't it? Just a simple word could hold so much emotion, depth or worth.

Why?
Why me?

The same question but now instantly directed to you? Like an arrow aimed to a dart board. The dart board you, the arrow the question.

Why did you use me?

The same question again. Yet I'm hoping it had some humor as it did to you when you used me.

Why did you find joy in my pain?

The same question but there's no explanation.

That one single abyss question holding the key word to each question. Why?

Fucking why?!

Why did I love you?!

Why am I still in love with you?

! Why is this love breaking every single cell left in my body?

Just why?

I'm drowning with you watching with that sickly handsome magnificent smile of yours. Watching with sky blue swirls of orbs. You call your eyes.

But here's the catch instead of fighting against it. I'm drowning peacefully for your entertainment. For your happiness because I love you.

The worst part of enjoying it. So much.

I drown everday with you watching.

Why?

I want- no need to loathe,hate or just despise it but I can't.

Why!
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