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... HOPE HUNT
Olive
Its this time of life
I feel Im free
From chains of my past guess am ready to handle my present
Am ready to embrace love again.

CpoT
That's why
I saw you
Yes dear you
With that kinky guy
Strange cz I don't know who
You didn't even turn up for me

Olive
Its time,  I always talked about- fate
That a time will dawn and won't run to you all time,
That your company is not all I'll be craving for
Here just right before me
I don't have to rush to you anymore as a loner
Im in love with the kinky guy

CpoT
Slow down my queen
Sorry my beloved fin
You made me past my fears
I wiped your tears
Still you yap to my face
Of someone you never knew
I sensed it, why am I figuring it now?

Olive
Sensed what?
I thought from the beginning we set it at best friends
Yes you wiped my tears,
Not to forget you filled the spaces,
Whenever I needed you, you always showed up
You lit my dark days,
You fit the moment and surpassing my expectations
I never knew him, but I wonna do,
Just give me space I need

CpoT
Am not denying you freedom
Just change isn't kind
I sensed your lost charm
To me,am fighting blind
Haven't you noticed
My life rocks with you beside
To keep me warm
Now I think I should live in roam
Like the street families with no home

Olive
Not once I questioned your feelings,
From your complicated statements, to your conversations
But all you did was deny,
How could I have noticed, when all you did is play hard on what little I noticed?
Am I a prophetess? 
Sorry if am rude but I think you just lost it all

CpoT
Girl you watch your wordy torments
You made me sip this
Sure all you wanted was us friends
I tried but all came down to jokes
Am I that funny to die single
I tried hard to mingle
To show feelings in my pile
All for nothing,this is terrible
Should I read you the bible

Olive
For days I craved for us together
I hoped each moment that you would change your mind,
Not once I thought what statement I would make that would change how you felt about it all
But you were hard to get
I respected your choice- friends.
I pretended I felt nothing when I watched girls flirt and hag you at all times,
I cried in my blankets for no one to see my tears,
You dried my tears,  but this time,  you failed,
You denied me that privilege and so,
Consoled my heart, put my pieces together and here we are,
Arguing over this,
I opt best friends because this is all you ever wanted from me

CpoT
Remember our sleepless nights
Our sleepy weekends
Your boring cartoon films
I put up with it for us
Mean you tremble my legs
Your touch made cries
That neighbours pretended with mourns
Just to show how good we are with doses
You smile and I forget the bad days
Didn't you notice
I love you to the skies
Still with me you run off our ties
You love me not him, forget the lies

Olive
Memories I never forget,
I recall everything, even the song we listened to all night,
You loved me but played hard to get
I tried but you insisted- *Best friends* here comes the price
You killed my feelings that moment
My best song a gift from you became a source of pain
I found no joy in our company anymore
Each time I felt am provoking you, maybe am just over showing and reacting
That's how you lost me, I love him but you forced me into this
I wouldn't spend all my life alone,  I also need a heart to protect
I need more than just company,  am human too

CpoT
What did I miss?
All I remember is us
With all the fun under our noses
I put up with you, what of you
Lockdown was your option to favor you
Give that chance to prove you
Wrongs and assumptions to set straight
I yarn that perfume with us tight
Don't be rigid, you know am right
I need no complications no more
Remember what made me wipe all night that day,

Olive
Its a wound I want to heal
I can't do this anymore, I want a life,
To live like a normal girl, I yearn you,
I also miss the life together, remember when you held me at night just to leave in the middle of it? 
Its always what I've wished,
Maybe through him you realized what you needed

CpoT
Baby am the man
I never wanted you hun
I needed you as my sun
And now you wanna run
Some nights I did leave
Not that you weren't my hive
Just Bros roasted my love
I had no time for them, I had a wife
At least that is what I gave

Olive
Baiby
Ain't that I couldn't spend more time out there,
I cut off my big circle
I let you rule my world not that it couldnt fit another,
But all I needed is you,
you right saying I don't love him its a lie
I had to console my heart, losing the best I wished for
But this time, I bet I rushed all out
You my light in this dark life
And together we build a greater world
Coz from beginning weve been building  the empire

CpoT
Finally I feel my covid past
I feared I would fall last
To that mistake you vast
Thanks darling for our hut
Let's build it with hope hunt
You always have me like the tree root
Hold you till they stare our  might

Olive
Its always been best feeling,
Us against the world
I kept my word
I would never let the ship capsize
I'll always be there to keep us strong
With you that's where my happiness lie
I love you
And just a reminder

*Cpot signed*
*Olive lolo*
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