I cannot understand what I feel right now,
Is it the paranoia of my past creeping up?,
Or is it the excitement of something new coming my way?,
Knowing my luck it's most definitely the paranoia acting up,
I cannot get the feeling of loneliness out of me,
So here I am trying to take it out through these lines,
I wonder if all my emotions were to be mixed together?,
Will they form a harmony? Or will they end in a tragic mess?,
My...