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“5150”
When you see me or the subjects I write about...

Do you ever engage to ponder or even pause to wonder why?

Do you even once wonder just exactly where me or my mind is?

The truth might either make you laugh or make you cry.



In the daytime, I am out of sight and mind like a vampire.

To escape the burning sun and all the troubles of the day.

It's at the edge of night when this creature of the darkness resurfaces.

Consistently writing my style with Pandora's Pen --

My method of madness, my own way.



Something that I do these subtle days makes people chase my shadow.

What reason anyone chooses to secretly follow me I do not know.

I am still an aging, freebasing, carbon based lifeform.

Taking a teaspoon to daily dig my own personal grave before I go.



I tend to read and re-read my many poems over and over again.

I find myself doing this all the time.

I come to a peaceful and happy end...

Only to smile to myself and re-began.



So if you are interested in me by looking over my broken shoulder...

Even though I do not truly know exactly who you are.

If you stick around, you just might learn something here about me before I am through.

But BEWARE because I am watching you as well --

Both near and far.



It's been dubbed many of times...

'One should NEVER judge a book by it's cover.'

I have discovered this indeed is such a fascinating line.

I do believe it to be the base of my various reasons or genres of poetry.

Time after time.



Tucked away inside my head is a fierce monster called depression.

But you're never gonna know this by the way I write.

But since you are boldly following me, then you might as well know everything.

My bark is more fierce these days than my bite.



I do and possess things you cannot begin to fantom or imagine.

Even I find myself thinking outside the box in my subconscious daily.

Like the time I privately spend alone in a world with myself.

You can earn six figures or more...

But you or anyone will NEVER earn me.



So by now...you might be asking yourself:

“Why am I willing, ready and able to tell you freely these things?”

Because by now, whether you have accepted this fact or not:

'I come straight with no chaser!'

Banging the drum slowly with the songs I sing!

I AM the TRUEST and RAREST enigma!

My very own, personal mystery!

There is a numerical explanation to all of this.

It's called: “5150”



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“5150” refers to the California law code for the temporary, involuntary psychiatric commitment of individuals who present a danger to themselves or others due to signs of mental illness.

It has been more generally applied to people who are considered threateningly unstable or “crazy.”



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