Why do people say they love you when they really don't?
Maybe they don't know what real love is or maybe I don't know what real love is.
I thought I knew but at my age I haven't found it yet and I've tried.
I mean the common denominator is me so I must be the broken one.
I've never abused them but my jealousy keeps me from my happiness.
I wasn't always a jealous person, but my past keeps repeating I fall in love they say they love me and I'm the only one, but yet they constantly talk to men who are pursuing them and then tell me I have nothing to worry about, but all my relationships end with their infidelity.
Now I'm skeptical that true love really exists and if it does I'm just not meant to find it.
Well I hope others have found real love because I bet it's wonderful.
I won't let it get me down anymore life is too short.
I just have to accept what the universe has in store for me.
I will hold my head high and carry on.

© A. Thomas