Having you not sure what it is that makes this entire situation so unbelievable.... time here has no reason or rhyme it's just too much to put in words ..
YOUR feelings an emotions tangled in a web of alibi's lying eyes words that speak things that place you in another trance ....
What is the one thing that gets me
looking at this world an thinking is it just me. I somehow forgotten about the whole situation is it my view that has mixed it up an are gotten so caught up with ridiculous lies an the madness forgot why an what even brought me here....
All I know is I feel like I'm going down an I have been blind. ALL I see anymore an whatever everyone seems to place there entire life on left me in this state of mind I currently just can not escape I have no place here an I put myself in the line one to many times not another place I have no place in this life I have been left behind are seem s so made up an so tragic that I feel like it's not real can't be this bad ..Am I alone here surrounded by everyone yet still visible yet invisible by all that could have should have would have been more than all this sadness an ridiculous time I have not had much to give me any sign of hope .
Trapped by horrible never ending circumstances pain trauma death all the greed , selfishness, an ANGER my heart is finally about to shatter for its last time unsure of what i did or did not do if i even really have s life or am i in my own hell v.
I have no choice except to believe in one promise since the world has Left me here no help an no support alone an yet no privacy nothing I do is not full criticism or judgement....or someone else making me feel an understand i am not even treated like anyone else im lower here an no true friend or family.,
i look up as i cry out for forgivness for mercy GOD PLEASE I NEED A SAVIOR TO RESCUE ME, JESUS my LORD PLEASE PLEASE SAVE ME FROM THIS EVIL SCORN...I need away thru to be able to find a place in which I can feel hope an without being a burden there is so much pain I want to be me,.Have hope an love an a world I have a place in have a future an family .....is it possible are am I trapped by some cruel design
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