Damned if I do damned if I don't
This damage has gotten me by my throat
The pain in my pen has gotten inpatient again Screwed by a broken system
A danger to self or a danger to others?
Ask the nurse when she brings me my covers

Neither I reply as she stares me directly in the eye
Drug seeking, she decides, and I could correct her
but I haven't got the energy to try
I won't give her the satisfaction of seeing me cry

This place is full of these bad vibes
Therapeutic lullabies meant to pacify
A wolf in disguise
responding to internal stimuli
All I can do is laugh deep dark chuckle
Cause I've become the punchline
In this crazy show
and They'll never let me go
from this mental hospital

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