I wish this is a nightmare
I wish this isn't reality's snare
I don't want to keep dreaming
I want to wake up and stop slumbering

The life I see myself living
Is of pain and grieving
Filled with emptiness and darkness
Tears and sadness

The one I cared for left me
I was alone and only myself I could see
Crying by his grave side
Wishing I loved him better and stood only...