Forgive me if my direction isn't clear.
All caught up in the mind games.
But I'm not playing.
Words are coming out of my mouth.
But what am I saying?
My heart is too wrecked to steer me anywhere.
Emotional wreck.
Guess I have to pay more attention with a reality check.
Never have I told the real truth.
I don't know what I'm doing.
I don't know where I'm going.
Almost to the point where my confidence is only an illusion.
Misplaced my faith along with my will to try.
Excuse me if I sound confused.
World full of voices telling me: "Keep working. Finish this. Finish that."
I've got no questions.
Only questioning who I should trust.
Don't nobody know my energy or intentions.
Neither do I.
Trying to find myself throughout all of this.
So far, I've only found myself in the middle of nowhere I want to be.
I would say help me, but I would confuse you more then I would myself.
No GPS. No connection.
I'm lost.
© Black Dove