stepping in the dark,
shutting the doors,
all alone,
in a world of loneliness,
no one to hug,
no one to tell my pains,
even if they was someone,
fear won't let me,
tears became my companion,
Joy became my enemy,
I died in silence,
laughing out loud,
makes me feel my heart dropping,
and yet no one heard,
no one understands,
the mystery of laughing out loud,
and it call out to me,
with a rope ,
and all I did was follow it,
to an endless world.