stay in my room all day
parent wonder what I do in there sister who doesn't love me
friends who I don't feel like texting back
I cry alone falling deeper and deeper
the darkness draining my life
the light hurting my eyes
my tears making me more depressed
me not being able to stop crying
I've always been a cry baby
but this time I cry for the people I lost
I cry for the people who suffer because of me
I cry for the broken heart I have
I cry for the people who love me
I cry for so much but have I suffered enough
do I have to suffer more?
do I get to become happy?
am I going to cry alone forever?
will I keep falling for the darkness?
I keep running away
I'm trying to get to the beautiful forest
the forest with the freedom
I run towards the forest
will I ever get there?

© Sammy Ayala