father, let it rain
father, bestow death upon me
father, grant me the strength
father, exhume my sorrow

everything squirms as the blade is thrust inside
a scent of formaldehyde
hide/hidden
bite/bitten
hate stricken

worn out from all these sad years
from all these unprovoked tears
born inside out and unborn the wrong way around
how did your birth feel?

I wish I was born
into oblivion

oh, father, in here, time has stopped
and everything has lost meaning
oh, father, let me wait here
let me get lost here
let me find peace here
let me slumber
make everything number
oh, father, I beg of you

bring me the void

© pissprophet