That feeling that got me thinking ,
maybe its love or rather lust,
but maybe its just a fling.

All these unanswered questions,
I bare them alone ,
I don't know who to talk to ,
I don't know who to ask .

The feeling got me head over heels ,
when you said jump i asked how high.
Your actions are so confusing,
I don't know what you want nor what you need.

When i see you,
I see the future .
It's like you are the only creature that exist.
Around you i feel secure,
I feel like you are the center of the universe ,
I love you with all your flaws .

Everybody around you seems like a threat to me .
When someone touches you ,
my heart sinks with depression.
When you avoid me, a heavy load of tears showers the dryness of the earth .
Not seeing you seems like an uneding nightmare that tortures me in my sleep .

Maybe it is to early to judge ,
Too early to understand,
Yet too early to predict what the mind thinks is the right decision.

Like the same dropplet of rain can never fall twice on the surface,
I cannot allow myself to simultaneously keep hurting myself.
You never see the end of the tunnel if you don't allow yourself to .
I don't blame you for not realising my love for you .

@Ashanty887
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